Journal number 15 (Lost In Destiny's Garden)
Nervous*shock!* it's Alexei! *gasp!* and he's writing a journal!? WTF! have i some somehow slipped into bizarro world!? what is happening!? *pinches self* wake up! *pinches self again* WAKE UP!!
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i'm sure that'll be your reaction, lol
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ahem anyways, i'm writing this journal peeps cos i'm lost. "Lost?" You ask, "In what way?" well be patient and i'll explain. i am currently at a dead end in my life, i realize that this job is not the job for me, being a digital camera tech was fun... for awhile... now i feel it's time to move on, but where? to what? where do i go from here? you may think this is a simple problem, just do what you wanna do, be what you wanna be yeah lol, but that just my problem WHAT DO I WANNA DO!? i have no freaking idea, go back to school? hmmm... maybe but study what? get a different job?... also a good idea but as what? i wish i was one of those kids that knew exactly what they wanted to be in life and did everything to obtain that goal, rather then be a lost soul like i am. Oh how dream to have a goal, something to head towards, i feel like i'm in pitch black with no idea where i'm going or what i'm heading towards... that seems a little bit overly dramatic doesn't it lol. Anyways and ideas that put be back on my path in destiny's garden will be greatly appreciated.
Regards,
TheLastBlackRaven
Alexei Henry
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"One of the greatest discoveries a man makes, one if his great surprises, is to find he can do what he was afraid he couldn't do." - Henry Ford.
Just wanted to drop by and let you know that I hope you have a fantastic 2009, and that you achieve things beyond your wildest dreams!
All the Best,
Jess
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People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out; but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light inside.-Elisabeth Kubler-Ross
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I'm good, just thaught i would check/ update my account. although i should really add something sometime soon.. *stack of papers and files beside me*
~ Kandi <3
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"but i say unto you, love your enemys, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you" -Matthew 5:44
*pushes stack of papers and files into the shredder* problem solved?
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I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it.
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"but i say unto you, love your enemys, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you" -Matthew 5:44
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Tears stream
When you loose something you cannot replace
Tears stream
I promise you i will lean from my mistakes
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Enjoy your day!
Jess
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PeopLe are Like stained-gLass windows. They sparkLe and shine when the sun is out; but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is reveaLed onLy if there is a Light inside.-ELisabeth kubLer-ross
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"One of the greatest discoveries a man makes, one if his great surprises, is to find he can do what he was afraid he couldn't do." - Henry Ford.
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"One of the greatest discoveries a man makes, one if his great surprises, is to find he can do what he was afraid he couldn't do." - Henry Ford.
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